Accept mE the wAy I am ..  

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Accept me for what I am
Love me as long as you can
Then you will finally see
How strong my love can be

I'm destined the way I am
I see no hassle with that
That's the truth from above
Everyone has to bear this fact

Everyone differs from others
Like me, so don't bother
Noone can be like me
And i cant be like thee

So accept me for what i am
Im real and like no fakes
I think im a good person
For Lord never makes mistakes


Pain Of tHe nIght ..  

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As i watch my tears fall below
Unlike the tide, they rush very slow
Shining & sparkling with the moonlight
Carrying the happiness which no more in sight

The color they carry changing their tones
From white to red with the pain they hold
Paying no heed they want to escape
From those dim eyes that change the shape

As they rush carrying the emotions
The sob they accompanied with full tension
Shaking the lungs as noone could hold
Forming the pool below so cold

Building the wall surrounding myself
A wall of tears salty like hell
A shudder, a scream envelopping the soul
The dark loneliness taking his role


AnGel's TeardrOps ..  

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My guardian angel is careless and free
It flew happily losing touch with me
But my cheeks are dampened by his tears
He has taken my smile like it's for free

When my lips shivered, quivered and frozen
It darkens in fear as the rain cloud visiting
Yet my angel is always content
For it wont abandone me since he's Godsent

But it loves to see me sad, afraid and alone
So that i will only weep in this wind cold
Showing my hands out expecting it to fall
So that i can embrace it like a precious gold

My pain can be felt by the angel's soul
It is willing to stand my misery told
I pray for this hurting to stop
So that my angel can taste my teardrops


Still gOne ..  

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I'm still in love with you
Though i keep myself away
I live everyday on this thought
Wishing to have you one more day

My heart is so void and empty
Hearing the rattling noise inside
This noise of the broken pieces
Wondering whether like me you've cried

This pain lingers for very long
Which i'm sure you never knew
You just live everyday your life
Where i can never pass through

If ever things will get better?
Living my life without you here
Don't know whether it's bad or good?
I'll continue to cry for the coming years


HearTbreak And HeartAches ..  

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I went through many pain and heartbreak
Getting hurt every one more time
But i never learned from my heartache
I keep striving to make you mine

I've wept, drenching my pillow
And i've wept all the tears in the world
My cheeks Shine bright from my tears
Hoping one day to me you'll turn

Through my story i should be blamed
B'coz you are the one who controled this game
In tears i smile, in joy i cry
Waiting one day this heart will be tamed

I cried and cried for the lies you lied
Yet the trust i have has never dried
Sitting by the window squeezing my curtain
Yearning of my heart I'll be loved again


BittEr TrutH ..  

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One thing is 100% for sure
When I die hell is where i'll go
Seeing the amount of tears I shed
Almighty does not love me more

Howmuch ever I hurl & yell
Only my four walls can hear
When everyone proceeds to success
Only I tuk the reverse gear

Already destined with this life
Where joy & peace have no place
Suddenly somewhere out a blue
Another sorrow has come to face

I thought that was to console me
But behind HIS mind it did not seem to be
May be HIS hatred on me has no limits
That's why always in tears HE wants to see


Delici0us Sin ..  

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Forget the last night I lived
So horrible I can't beleive
But he will only see my fear
Even he's not with me very near

Out of all the secrets I keep
Only this one is very deep
I have no place to escape
Since this is my own mistake

Wherever I turn is wrong
Yet my faith is still very strong
But why can't I get up at every fall
It makes me lost and feel so small

I fall down with a thud
Wanting to bloom earlier from this bud
Unsatisfied by what I get in turn
Ultimately in this land I get burnt


All BecAuse Of U ..  

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Each day dawns with a smile
Greeting me with a love-flu
I hold a precious treasure
And that treasure is you

When something sad crosses my mind
I tend to think of you
A sudden change occurs instantly
Thinking you are with me through

Whenever i breathe short or long
This life dominates me with joy
Since i swim in the depth of your love
Noone can dare to destroy

My world is filled with beautiful things
I want to grab them & show you
The meaning you create in my life
And that's the reason sincere & true!


AngEliC KisS ..  

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Shower me with your angelic kiss
Where I can find my bliss
Since that angel is you
Only you know what to do

In you I search for my smile
Everytime I'm sad for a while
This has been slowly growing
The hidden love has been showing

Shower me with your angelic kiss
The reason that makes me exist
This is the downright truth
I've been waiting since my childhood

I can listen to you a lifetime
That this love is forever mine
Once I get your angelic kiss
Not a thing in life I shall miss


Are U deRe G0d ?  

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Drowning everyday in this misery
That this egoistic world has only for me
Should i give up & not fight anymore?
For I'm chased by hauting memories as I go

Save me God from this hell on earth
Take me to where I see no dirt
Do not abandone me however I'm in pain
Reform my affair, make me whole again

Take a knife and scratch my heart
Dig further and break it apart
All you can see is the darkness within
There's a devil that lives in my existence

Struggling, fighting to erase my sins
Only blackness is found when ripped my skin
Can't live or die in this numbness
But have to survive to please the rest