Love or Trust ..  

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Trust is a fairytail little girls grow up believing..
Love is a willing act so many take over and over again, just to let their fragile hearts once again break..

Love,I put so much faith in it..Truth,I kept believing it falls always from the lips of the one you love and trust the most..

Faith,It's all bound up to love and Trust where does one end and the other began,and how do you tell when love is the blindest of them all?


Learning from mistakes ..  

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Mistake after mistake
That's all I seem to make
I take one step just to fall
Take another and hit a wall

I close my eyes, for I'm afraid
Another mistake I know I made
Yell at me I know I did it wrong
Try again? Am I that strong?



Can I take another step without fear?
What if another mistake is near?
Falling and tripping along the way
I will get better at this one day

I'll keep stepping no matter how long it takes
One day I will learn from these mistakes
They say practice makes perfection
I want to be like your refection

And hold my head up high
Looking up into the sky
Able to walk without stalling
Not worrying about falling..


As Long as Our Memories Exist  

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As Long As You Love Me
I'll be your best friend
I'll be your companion
best friend till the end

As long as you love me
As long as you stay
I'll do anything for you
Anyplace, any day

I'll bring you the sunlight
I'll comfort your tears
I'll fight all my life
To chase all your fears

As long as forever
My love will be ture
forever is perfect
If im loving you


I Write My Own Destiny  

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I know that you're my destiny
because i know this is real
and i know that you love me
because you show how you feel

I know that you're my destiny
and that we were meant to be
because i know that your love
is all i seem to need

I know that you're my destiny
and how i feel deep down is sincere
because when i'm with you i'm complete
and I always want you near

I know that you're my destiny
because you sweep me off my feet
and your touch is so tender
it makes my heart skip a beat

I know that you're my destiny
and i love the sweet things you do
but babe, all-n-all
i really love you ..


Tell me What Was My Fault ?  

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Where are you when I need you most?
You disappeared into the darkness
You left nothing behind but your memory
And for me to wait for you

Your heartfelt spirit is absent now
The smiles have wiped off the faces
Of the people you deserted here
You caused internal forever pain

I, the one you loved am crippled
Because of your sudden vacation
Your vacation that would last a lifetime
To a secret resort I will never know of

What made you decide to change your mind?
You made me feel I wasn't good enough for you
Maybe that is true, maybe it is not
But now, how will I ever know?

I have been trying to thrust your memory aside
So I could get on with my life
I have tried to love someone other than you
Yet, somehow you remain the main focus


One Day You'll Miss My Presence  

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Upon my pillowcase,
Soaked with salty tears
Is perched a diary,
Filled with forgotten fears

Alongside the terrors
Ring a bell of gold
Inside a marble tower
My story will unfold
Pale stars trail behind
A long forgotton path
Memories are erased
And unto me is wrath

The room echos now
with the haunting voice of me
Calling from the diary
Reaching into night to see
A smudged world
where without my sorrow
Without my love
Life sings bitter and hollow ..


I Want All My Days Back  

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There were days where I wanted you back, but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you,
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still
to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other guys that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing ..


Once Upon a Time ..  

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Once upon a time..
..I loved the past
But now I've gone forward...
I've realized I cannot love the past while I'm in the present, so I let go...


I let go of those memories that held me captive for so long..
Those dreams I once knew that were brought to life by you,
Now are only there to help me fall asleep at night
I am going on by myself..

I am going forward into my future with hopes that my new dreams will someday come true just like you had done for me..

Once upon a time, in the past..

Pain Of My Lonely Nights..  

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Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range

There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry

A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll ..


Love is a Name Of Sacrifice  

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I will live a life of sorrow
so you can be happy tomorrow
all your pains will become mine
the pains you had in your past times

Might as well be my fault,upon ending
still trying to consume the words your sending
I know i need you in my life
since your happy,i'll replace you with a knife

My life is going to change since youve gone away
words are clustered together,never will i say
feels like my soulmate left me alone
when your gone,my mind does nothing but roam

I see you in my eyes, i cannot belive your smile
I see you,as i lay upon tiles
my sacrifice of love is you
It is one worthy and true ..


If I Could ..  

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If I Could Fly
I'd Show To You The Sky
I'd Take You To The Stars
We Could Make Out On Mars

If I could Breath Under The Sea
We Could Hang Out With The Dolphins And Join Them For Tea
I'd Find For You The Biggest Pearl
Happy In Knowing You Were My Girl

If I could Travel Through Time
I'd Go Back To When You Were Mine
I'd Stop Myself Messing Up And Treating You Bad
And Throwing Away The Best Thing I Ever Had


And You Took me With You..  

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Tuje Kia Khabar Teri Yaad Ney Muje kese Kese Sata Diya,
Kabi khalwaton meIn Hassa dIya , Kabi MahfilOn meIn Rula Diya ..

Kabi Yun HUa Teri Yaad mein , Meri Namaz Kaza Hui,
Kabi Yun Hua Teri Yaad Ney Muje Mere Rab Sey miLa dIya ..

Come to Me ,Dont ever Go Away  

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Where have U gone?!
The one that was always there
The one i depended on

With everyday that goes by
I feel we drift apart
Further and further away
But forever in my heart

Please come back to me
And don't leave me alone
I feel so empty
I feel so cold

I love you i do
With everything i am
But please come back to me
And hold me where I stand ..


Love Kills ..  

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Suno , Kisi neY saCh kaha Tha ye,
Mohabat mar nahi SakTi ..

Mgr ,

AdhOra saCh sUna HumneY,
Mukamal saCh tu Yeh hey k ..

Mohabat khUd nhi Marti ,
Mohabat maar deTi heY ..


Memories Play a Confusing Role  

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You left me not too long ago
And yet it seems like forever,
I reminisce the day you left all this time
Because I was right there beside you..

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
At that very moment I felt so alone,
It grew cold in the room
That I lost all feelings and sense..

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
Because I wasn't sure of them..

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,
And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..

I've realized how much I missed you
And how much I've needed you here
But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
That I just wish you could take me with..