Crushing on You Silently  

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When you're close to me...
Everything about you...
Is all i can see....
I don't know what kind of love spell....
You have put over me..

I am sitting behind you...
Silently, crushing...
Whenever you walk past...
Here i go blushing...
You make me hot..
Because I can feel my blood rushing...

I am thinking about...
What i want to do....
To you...
Because silently...
I'm sitting here crushing on you.

Sweet Moments  

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Sweet moments are made of affection-
Between two person-
With true feelings-
And bothsides attraction.

Sweet moments are made of love-
Between two hearts-
Which belong to you and me-
Love that God has sent from above.

Sweet moments are made of kisses
Between two lips-
Started by touching with your finger tips-
Kisses that so wet,so deep and with sweetness.

Sweet moments are made of passion
Between man and woman-
Through lust-
And hot temptation.

Sweet moments are made of togetherness
Between two people
Sharing thoughts
Making sport
Watching movies
Sweet moments is always the best memories.

ust Being Me!  

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Everything started with a tease..
You and I suddenly make a difference
Our hearts are being tested,
Minds were conquered.

We broke the rules of morality
Continued to love each other though in a wrong way
We believed in what we feel.
And been praying to make it real.

But the reality bothers everybody.
for our vows reminded us the loyalty
We have partners, so this is not meant to be
Should I let you go or just be me?

So hard to decide for everyone
For my heart wanted to keep you for a long time.
Yet fate continues to test me
Now you're so far away.

Why God sent you to me?
And let me love you intensively.
Is this a curse or a blessing to be?
I love you and I'm just being me.

We build our world together
Wishing that it would last forever
We tend not to be awaken
Yet the situation threatens

Too many things to consider
So complictaed which made me wonder
It seems impossible for us to be with each other
But I'm just being me and that includes to love you forever!!

Do I HaVe To PaY ThIs PrIcE...?  

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Looking deep into your eyes, hair blown on my face
Building up the emotions inside, sighing in slow pace
Longing for your touch, strengthening my faith
Will you feel the intensity of my love, so deep with grace

Petty petty times we spent together with love
Haunting my sleepless nights and torturing me
Wanting your embrace, wanting your grip like glove
To wash away my griefs and letting me free

Being used to feeling you though you are far away
But don’t know why missing you so much today
Come fast to me darling, to hold me tight
Give me a chance, show me your sight

Don’t ever do this to me; Is this a sacrifice?
Burning in emotions; Do I have to pay this price?
Clinging tightly for you are my only support
My life has no guarantee but I love you the most!

BeLiEvE Me...  

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I look into your soul
I could see my own
The pain that tortures you
Is the same I go through

Where have your dreams
That had gone astray?
Will the life you want to live
Comes to you what may?

Importance you give your friends
Do I deserve an ounce?
The lies you always hide
Haunting me around n around

Every step you take
Every smile you smile
Every dream you dream
I am always staying behind

U LeFt Me AlOnE...  

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Left me alone without a word
Crying for you like a bleeding bird
How much ever I try to prove
You neither listened or like to be heard

All the doubts hanging in me
Are just the unanswered questions
Wanting to clear them to be free
To walk with you till the end

But here I cry my dreadful heart
Wishing to kill myself for you
For you think trust plays a part
When day & night, I prove you true

Ignorance by you is what I got
Body aching, knees became weak
When will you see the love in me?
In silent moments, I wanna shriek!

SiLeNt LoVeR...  

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Silent lover i am
Loving you, don’t blame
Lonely tears like flame
Wretched being I became

Happiness for you I pray
Worshipping God, night & day
Worrying deep in my own way
Smiling face, you’ll see what may

Pool of tears I create everynight
Losing you, is my only fright
Holding you with me so tight
Don’t know if I’m wrong or right

Wonder where have I gone wrong
Building up, my love so strong
Wanting you all life along
This episode is like lullaby song

If u CouLd ReaD My TeaRs...  

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If my tears could talk
They would utter your name
And tell you stories
That will put you in shame

They would wish to escape
When I cry at nights
But they fail to flee
Without shining my cheeks bright

They always flow in groups
To express their tales
But they never vanish
Even when wiped again & again

They flow even when happy
The moment you are there
They rush when I am sad
When they find you nowhere

NigHtmAre On My Bed...  

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Crystal tears rush down my cheeks
Landing on my lips with salty taste
Wanting to scream but dumfounded
Tears rushing again without any haste

Blood pouring non-stop from my wound
Trying to cover the cut like a fool
Trembling body, with clumsy hair
Waking up sweating from nightmare

Handcuffed myself by this sorrow
Pulling me to this world fake & low
With the pain locked in my chest
Setting me free I will try my best

Don’t depress me by your past
Want to live till my breathe lasts
Who are you that embrace me tight?
Glowing face, under the moonlight

WiLl YoU lOvE mE iF i DiE...?  

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I often wonder the fact
If i die as a natural act
Will you cry for my depart?
Like I love you with all my heart

Sitting beside the creator
Looking down upon you
Praying for your happiness
Tho’ you live in the blues

Cherishing the times we had
Every minute & every day
Will you think like I do?
And still love me in your way

Love constructed for you
Becomes stronger as I go
Will you love me after death?
Is the doubt within me so!

WhEn U sAy U lOvE mE...  

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Why run away from my love?
Why trusting is never easy?
Being myself has been so tough
Faking smile I do for you freely

Hate myself for acting so
Natural act disappears more
Numerous dreams which came untrue
Not my fault, what can I do?

Artificial world that seems to me
Not knowing the real self me
Getting blurred with things around
But not the love I have for thee

Everything will turn perfect
Sun shining & smiling above you
Only my heartbeats remain so quick
When you say you love me true

MaGiC MoMeNtS...  

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One instance you are there, next you are nowhere
Witnessing your fade-out, torturing me everywhere
Burning tears are rolling down my hot cheeks
That’s the fact which frightens me for weeks

Rejoicing a few minutes, in my 24 hours
Cherishing the moments when you are with me
Magical passing times that I call it ours
With no regrets, when alone I have to be.

Is there a dream I can never make up?
Hoping that inside, you love me more
Understand I do, the silence you speak
Deeper and intense, my presence you bore

Living with thoughts you carve for me
New memories for you I can hardly see
Can’t live with fear each time you vanish
Destitute I become like an autumn tree

U lEfT mE sPeEcHlEeSs...  

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Sitting here shivering to the core
Pleading to God, don’t want this more
Seeing what I should never see
Until the truth sunk into my being

Howling when reality struck me
Can’t swallow the food crumbs freely
Visions around begin to blur
Unspoken words didn’t utter further

Wanting to scream tears flowing down
Seeking for help, on any ground
Wishing this to be a nightmare
Which startled me from tip of my hair

Can’t digest the fact why this happened
Blaming myself from start to end
Shrinking to pieces when I’m not worth
Nowhere to hide in this vast earth!

BlEsSiNg In DiSgUiSe..  

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Did you see how i love you ?
Thru my eyes that shine
By the way I express out
When things are not fine

You, and even you
Don’t know how I feel
How real is this love
You stole my heart, so mean

This love is so romantic
Since you carry it around
This love is so classic
Because in you I found

The words uttered by you
Haunting me all night long
Addicted deep to your voice
As sweet as a song

My love, my prince, my sweetheart
You are a blessing in disguise
Should I count my lucky stars?
Your love surrounds me so nice!

My PaIn Is ReAl...  

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My soul is mourning alive
My body is weakened gradually
My weeping eyes are burnt
Burning my desires slowly

My heart is fading into shapeless
My depression is growing strong
Never will my peace calmly rest
In trying not to prove me wrong

Alone I find myself more often
Even people present in same room
My eyes cried, yet they are dry
Fake smiles on my face bloomed

Hands shiver with pain inside
Running feet searching to hide
Disturbed mind never relaxed
A sign of broken heart inside

MeMoRiEs U lEfT...  

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Throat blocked to the core
Frightened of what i see
The scar you created so deep
Knocked me down weak-kneed

The struggle I went thru
Left me sleepless nights
Pillow drenched in tears
When you are not in sight

Deep down inside my mind
Memories of yours lay
Fighting against the devils
Who tried to snatch you away

Weeping for you secretly
Choking at my every cough
Holding a wet handkerchief
Amused at your sweet laugh

At LaSt I fOuNd YoU...  

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Every little thing you do
Makes me love you more
The little smile & little tears
Caused only by you, I know!

When you listen to me
My heart pounds so fast
When you assure me in pain
I wish this would always last

The way you hurt me often
I wished to die instantly
But when you come back
Made me feel heavenly

I always accept who you are
For being the natural you
Not for the way you love me
But for the way it is true

I MiSs YoU...  

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Is there a wonder in ur mind ?
That you mean the world to me
There’s a cry from inner soul
It misses you with melancholy

Sitting for hours gaping in thin air
To hear a word from you
When it escapes your mind
I wonder if you miss me too

At times smelling the night
Gazing thru my window the stars
Wetting cheeks by lonely tears
Wishing you shouldn’t be far

If tomorrow never comes
My feelings fail to show you
How will you ever know?
Just how much I love you

CaN'T bEaR tHiS aNyMoRe...  

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On this chilly christmas eve
Biting cold freezing my bone
Shuffles my hair by cruel wind
Tears rushing down my cheeks are torn

Your promises those remain precious
Never left my mind a second
As time passes into years
Till the day my life ends

No sunshine and colors in my life
But a hollow exists in my heart
It can never be filled by your love
For we can never be same but apart

Yet I prefer the big round moon
That envelopes me when I’m feared
Fearing from the betrayal around
Where my love for you is bound

I lOvE u, ThE fAuLt Is YoUrS...  

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If heaven falls or hell rises?
Waves roar or wind blew?
Child cries or birds fight?
Don’t blame me for loving you

Your presence in my life
Is a gift I never asked
Your journeys in my dreams
The sleep I wish to ever last

All the envy I provoked
Developed by the innocent me
All the jealousy I evoked
Created by me unknowingly

Whatever happens, whoever dies
Remember it is never a lie
When each monsoon the rain pours
I love you, the fault is yours

CoMpLeTe Me....  

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My heart is heavy with pain
Ignored by you again & again
Striving to prove myself here
How my love for you is crystal clear

One thing I never force myself
But happiness is what I get within
The unfold desires that crop up
When think of you inch by inch

My eyes closed as I lay down
The romantic smell of you I drown
The hot burning of your lips on mine
In you the ecstatic passion I found

My skin blossoms everyday
Waiting for the warmth of your breathe
The feminity in me erupts all way
Please complete me on your bed

WhO arE yOu?  

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When my dark nights are hollow
You were the only soul who walked-in
When my arms stretched out to you
You embraced me lovingly within

Whispering the sweet little nothings
When I bend my head to listen
You make me feel so very special
Do I deserve that much I felt?

My nights have turned out colorful
With things you make me dream
You melted my frozen heart
By your silver lightning’s beam

Not wanting my nights to dawn
Fearing you will disappear
With my love for you which shines
Leaving me in the ditch of fear

I hAvE tO bE sTrOnG...  

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Are wise words lingering me?
Telling me what’s right & wrong
But this heart of mine refuses
And prevents me from being strong

Despite of being captured in love
Considering this state of mind
Wondering why my love is so deep
As deep that makes me blind

There’s this hidden feeling
That always left me unknown
Not sparing this soft heart of mine
The day when this heart is blown

Struggling & battling my own tears
Those kill me slowly inside
Revealing the shocking truth
Bitter to swallow how much I tried

Love pains yet I love again
Hoping this grief will go away
Realizing I’ve lost nothing
When you show me a way

DeStITuTe Is WhAt I'm KnOwN...  

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If our hearts do not meet
I would go my own way
Never would you cross my path
Would our souls intertwine what may?

If our eyes do not meet
There would never be sparkling
That would burn me alive
And make them weeping

If I had not seen this star
Which reflects its light on me
I’d be lost in my darkness
Leaving this moon cold and empty

But now everything’s too late
For I sit here all alone
Becoz none above has realized

Destitute is what I’m known

OnE dAy YoU'Ll CoMe In ReAl...  

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Tears falling burning my cheeks
Lonely soul crying out your name
Drenching the path to my heart
Where my love remains the same

Memories of you screaming aloud
Each time I set my eyes on your frame
Moments freeze out time stood still
When I feel nothing but pain

How long should i live like this?
Unknown where you lead me to
Only your words haunt me ever
All I have in this world is you

Hiding beneath the loads of miseries
Walking in boulevard of broken dreams
Losing myself in the ashes of time
But hoping one day you’ll come in real

It'S PaInInG...  

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Wanting to shriek
Wanting to die
Beaten & bruised
Alone I cry

Who’s to blame?
They say my name
My only wish
Is cut my wrist

My heart is torn
Lonely & forlorn
Messing my life
Weary & worn

Seek help from you
Scolded to trash
Craving to care
Left me to stare

Release me please
Kill me yourself
To give my heart
A place to rest

FrOzz3n TeArS...  

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My chest heaved with pain
Taking my breaths away
Can you heal it again?
Before I lose myself astray

Death is a door from me
If I want to forget this ache
Yet I can’t open the door
Bearing my love is at stake

For one word I can’t hear
Is the cruel word goodbye
No matter I am crushed
Never use it if it’s a lie

Should I kiss this tragedy?
Exhausting my emotions fully
Forever will my frozz3n tears
Weep for you silently

U wErE bOrN fOr Me....  

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You are an illusion to me
A faceless lover you are to be
The gap that separates us
Approaches in vain without thee

Now that I found you
Still the vision I have is flu
Don’t know if you exist
My birth was never insisted

Right from nowhere in this planet
You made your entrance seen
Among the millions in the crowd
You captured my heart very keen

Every sunrise and sunset
My eyes open & close for you
Not knowing what’s in store
Except I'm yours forever thru'

I'Ll WalK wiTh U ForEveR...  

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Without any regret
I would die for you
If it is in your arms
I’d be blessed life thru’

Before closing my eyes
It’s your eyes I wish to see
If this wish comes true
Need not see heaven too!

Little little things I see
Make me love you more
Little little things you show
Crave for you much more

If our path is full of thorns
Stars above will guide us along
If my love for you is wrong
It will not survive this strong

AllAh, I RelY oN U...  

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Allah I rely in you
The faith when I’m blue
You designed me this
You’ll make me smile thru

Whatever happens to me
I know you have a reason
In You I place my trust
My ultimate destination

Now will You save me?
This time I need You more
For s’thing seems missing
Tho’ I love him to the core

You are my last hope
Watching me from above
Don’t know if I do right
Don’t know why I fall in love

It sTiLl HuRtS...  

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My mouth shuts tight
But my heart only cries
My soul screams inside
Unexpressed feelings that hide

My words are unclear
Difficult for me to talk
They try to escape out
Vocal-chord blocks its path

Instead of my speeches
My actions are louder
Everything goes hidden
Your ignorance seems wider

While Waiting and waiting
This moon is getting frozen
You don’t care for its existence
But you forgot it never bends

Ur TeArS aChEs...  

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Naivety or purity don’t exist
In this vast fake world
Searching for my identity
S’times replaced by cruel role

Pretending all is fine
While dying inside me
Struggling to see you in joy
Murdering myself for you freely

Never will I reveal out
The pain subsided in me
The aches will not affect
To see the happiness in thee

Haunted brutally by your lies
You thought unknown by me
But those become less important
Seeing your tears sad & salty

WiLl U cRy FoR mE?  

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Each time you kill me alive
On hearing your painful snobs
The loneliness in your words
Make me lose all hopes

The love I have for you
Isn’t it visible to you?
Willing to walk on fire
Willing to cross seven seas too

The value of a lover in me
Is now so vague for you
When you see my empty chair
You will not have a clue

Only one thing I want from you
Is my love to get in return…
Same wish I have from first day
Will you cry for me on your own?

MiStAkE i MaKe...  

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Never knew the mistake
Which i blindly make
It trips me to make me fall
Bombards me back like a ball

Promised myself no error
But each time I see same horror
The mistake dominates me strong
In front of it I become wrong

Vowing never to commit it again
Never to approach it if I fail
Though it appears in front of me
Casting it away to let me free

The test of my true love
Should never be replaced by it
Coz you are my ideal dream
This perfects my life in the real

SeNdS fRoM aBoVe...  

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My passion and addiction
No drug can make me spin
To accelerate my dreams alive
The day my love brightly shines

The universe I live in
Cold wanting you to hold
If you drop me like a hot coal
The love I store will turn me into gold

The air I inhale everyday
Has the molecules called love
The love composed by you
Forming my entire body thru’

The world will come to standstill
When you see this love
Love that I truly worship
The sign God sends from above

My DrEaMs AcCoMpAnIes...  

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My world filled with dreams
Embraces me to its bosom
No gift it could grant me
No flower in its garden blossoms

It makes me smile without reason
It makes me shed tears brutally
But when I want to forget reality
My tears and smiles make me empty

Everything befriends me in this dream
I have no chance to feel alone
For God has written in my destiny
That I would be happy in my night long

The words I crave from you
I do hear when my eyes close too
It never replies to my queries asked
But it fulfills in my dreams thru’

WiLl It CoMe TrUe...  

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Through lonely tears and smile
I lay my life for you online
You gifted me good times
And the pain you left me pine

You are so near, yet so far
Spirited me wherever you are
Tales you related me deeply
Good are less Bad are many

We prayed all night for this union
The wish that we guard within
One day hoping to accomplish
Under the iron rod built-in

Till then the wind that flies
Bringing my words from thy
Holding my future for you
Rejoicing our lives even in blues

My LoVe Is MoRe ImPoRtAnT...  

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The moment i set my eyes
Nothing seems alright
I see you when they shut
Even when they are bright

My feelings are drilled so deep
Your voice lingers when I sleep
My breathe counts inch by inch
To match my dreams exist within

My feelings can only speak true
Trusting you as much as you do
They meant nothing but the fact
The simple statement of I love you

The faith I have in God differs today
He seems to know what I have gone thru
Thinking that I’m the soul he hates
Bringing you to me, He changed my fate!

At TiMeS I wOnDeR fOr LoNg...  

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At times i wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
If you would take me seriously
When I say I love you sincerely

At times I wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
For you all I would dare
Just because I really care

At times I wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
Baby I love you, I really do
If you ever feel the same way too

At times I wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
You mean everything to me
My life is meant for thee!

UnSaId FeElInGs...  

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Unsaid feelings, deep in my heart
Dunno how to end or where to start
Each time I wanna let the words out
It seals my mouth to where about

Unsaid feelings, deep in my heart
Piercing me deep, like a sharp dart
It traps me shut, in this prison
Wanting to express, words had not risen

Who cares if I exist anywhere?
Why would they search when you don’t care?
Cruel abuses are those I always fear
The reason behind my lonely tears

Maybe if I die, it would end all pain
Living on this earth is driving me insane
My sorrows and grieves, vaster than the sea
The only thing left is your sweet memories

YoU aRe LiViNg In Me...  

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Life goes on but things remain
No reasons but you live in pain
Unforgettable moments sustain
Hopes built-up but in vain

Time heals certain wounds
Memories are imprinted dark
When you try to forget
They make your love lasts

People you possess in you
Are people who make you cry
Yet you can’t let them go
Coz you never want to try

Even if you make an effort
You find hard to lose them
And you refuse to do this too
Coz they are living in you

Is It My FaUlT?  

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Can’t find you when i need you
Suddenly vanished into the thin air?
No trace of you but your thoughts
Waiting by me here and there

Where are moments of our laughs?
You took away along with you?
Leaving nothing but painful grieves
To me especially who loves you true

Victim of this handicapped situation
Caused by you by this emptiness
Is this temporary or permanent?
Unanswered questions create this mess

Loving you, the only thing I do
May be I’m not perfect for you
Is this real or my imagination?
This is the state you’ve put me through!

SoMeDaY YoU'Ll SaY 'I love you'...  

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‘Don’t cry my girl’, that’s all you say
Just don’t be afraid
I’m here, with you, now and forever
And we’ll go through this together

It makes me smile, but I’m crying inside
This is because I’m just too shy
‘together’ means something different to me
Something I’m sure about, we will never be

When you hug me, I feel safe
When I’m with you, everything feels great
When you smile, you make me smile too
Because I just love being around you

Being friends just isn’t enough
Even though you help me when things get tough
Just not that innocent as our friendship seems
You don’t know anything about my lovely dreams

And this is something I’ll never tell
Because I’m just scared as hell
You’ll never know how much you mean to me
But someday I’ll say I love you... well... maybe

Am I nOt ThE oNe?  

Posted by ●๋•£๏√є ιร иσт αℓωαﻻร єαรY•๋●

I miss you
I think you know why I do

So many thoughts have skipped my mind
But I have not fallen in this time
I won’t deceive or trick you, I’ll be true
But I’ll be honest, I’m not right for you
I will never be perfect beneath this sun
And I cannot live to know, I’m not the One

I read your poetry at night
Some make me smile, some bring tears to my eyes
While I am away I wish I knew you before
You could have had my heart if it had never torn
But I cannot fall in this time
I can’t lie to myself tonight
You want another and I am never worth your love
I know why I am not your One

I remember our dance last night
I remember how to say goodbye
Will I ever get through this pain?
Somehow I wonder if I can ever love again
But I’ve been broken plenty of times
I’m still too young to cry
I keep falling into the lie
Why can’t I be her tonight?
When I look for others I find none
All I want is to be the One

To be with you
But to not be lied to
Will I ever find someone
To make me their only One?

CaN't ThEy SeE I'm ToRn...?  

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Confusion filled my life
In my smiles & tears
I do not want to pretend
That I’m not in fear

Laughter frozen up
Spirits lower down
Goals un achieved
Leaving only frown

Joy exists no longer
Happiness stay no longer
Cheerful thoughts disappear
Leaving fake laughter

I live yet I die
This is true, not a lie
People hurt, I’m thrown
Can’t they see I’m torn?

BrOkEn WiNgS...  

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Becareful, I’m still broken !
Also in hurt, where there’s no end.
Victim of many lies on me bestowed
Nightmarish demons to me they bowed

Why this happens, I sincerely wonder
Not a single question, I stopped to ponder
But bottom of my heart has the answer
I tried to reach, but it always wanders

To be strong, is what I want
To roll back the time, is what I wish
There’s no value in what I do
The only result, is this great mess

Seeking help from others, is not worthy
Everything is fake, many things are filthy
Continue to battle alone in my darkness
Against the demons, who gripped my chest

I MiSs YoU...aNd mIsS u ...  

Posted by ●๋•£๏√є ιร иσт αℓωαﻻร єαรY•๋●

(A gift...)
I miss you
It's all I have to say
You're missing
I thought it better that way

But it kills me
And I can't fight this reliance
I'm drowning here
Amid this sick, strange silence

I need you
To tell you what I feel
To hear you
And remember what is real

When we said nothing
But it said so much
When we ran away
To get in touch

I feel you here
So lost inside me
I need you now
Or I'll fall apart completely

I miss myself
That piece you still hold
This space is hollow
Leaves me so cold

I can't forget you
I never will
The way you changed me
Because I miss you still...

KiLl Me...  

Posted by ●๋•£๏√є ιร иσт αℓωαﻻร єαรY•๋●

Can’t you see my heart bleeds?
By the crush of your words
As many times you repeat
Because You feel I’m not worth

The soft and innocent heart of mine
Is now frozen like cold ice
The fear you see inside
Is same as yours when you realized

Do kill me by your hands
Alive, I don’t seem to succeed
The destinations that I reached
Is not right coz I bleed!!

Now it’s all up to you to decide
Which direction should I hide?
The twinkling stars above will guide
And bring me straight to your side!

My PrInCe....WhErE aRe YeW?  

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Lost, confused, lonely and cold
Don’t know why you left me alone
Deserted me leaving no clue
Left me crying to myself in the blues

The gloomy, chilly darkness around
My mind wanders like a merry-go-round
The echo in my heart screaming louder
This pain is never ending I gather

Suffocating silence is choking me
From this maddening crowd, I want to flee
Hearing your voice in a feeble tone
This keeps me surviving alone

Where are your arms that protect me
Please hold me tight, don’t let me fall
Fill me again, with joy in this world
Never call it quits, take me as whole!!

My SaCrIfIcE...  

Posted by ●๋•£๏√є ιร иσт αℓωαﻻร єαรY•๋●

At every sunset my tears flow
Bearing in mind the days that go
Without you to sing lullaby
Not worth to watch the sunrise

No glory from paradise’s light
Will ever open my eyes
My feelings sleep in yellow horizons
My memories know no darkness in the nights

Never let down my desires
Never will they doom my day
Your only thoughts accompanies
Looking forward to you what may!

Yet my spirit forever raises high
As the rays of hope deepen my sighs
Waiting for the call of heaven
Where for you my life would end