I'm In LovE...AlSo!  

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I can feel your thoughts
Which cries out to me
Deep down in my heart
Your love meant to be

The desires & passions we share
Has taken me far to you
The non-stop tears we bear
Had paved my way thru’

Wonderful intimacy we possess
Knows no limit like the sky
Isn’t it a beautiful thing?
Accompanying us side by side

Grateful for the ecstatic moments
Given by you so very dear
Dawn of this incredible love
Appeared to me so crystal clear!


AnYtHiNg FoR u...  

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I see the world thru ‘ your eyes
The beautiful world around me
The wonderful sunset & sunrise
More wonderful when it is thru’ thee

If I am a nerve in your brain
I would know all your wishes too
Would ask to God in my prayers
To make those wishes come true

If I am a slumber in your night
Would dream the dreams you do
Would fight the hell and heaven
To make your dreams come true

If I am the oxygen you breathe
Will know what makes you happy
In order to bring a smile on your lips
Willing to cross the valleys and seas


My LaSt WiSh...  

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Never will I break your heart
Never will I tear you apart
But will follow you everywhere
Destined to me from the start

Awake in the frightful night
Drenched cold in this lonely world
Sudden thought had struck me
That I am not crying alone

Am I too naïve to understand
The love that you reserve for me
If not, would I take the blame
In order to make you happy

Missing your hug around me
My tears wetting your chest
If death is granted now to me
That would be my very best


ArE yOu ThErE tIlL I dIe?  

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What is your name?
Why are you close to me?
Why don’t you leave me?
What is your reason to be?

Why are you there when I cry?
Why are you there by my side?
Are you real or just a game?
Is “Loneliness” they call your name?

Your company brings me smile
Your company brings me tears
Your company gives me joy
Your company gives me fear

Has God sent you to care for me?
Has God sent you to share with me?
How can I live in the painless land?
When you walk with me hand in hand


EvErY SmIlE iS nOt A sMiLe...  

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If i had to smile to make you smile
Would cross this earth a thousand miles
Pretending the bitter tears I shed
Only known by Holy God of mine

Flooding in the pool of tears
Bearing in mind my destiny
Blurring my vision each night
Drenched in pain away to glory

A life born with unworthiness
Killing me and torturing me
Yet endured by this poor creature
This is how, life is meant to be.

My love is deep, my heart is pure
But ill-fate hugs me wherever I go
Living for others, dying inside
Loving you is what I could do more


My HeArT iS pAiNiNg...  

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Heart feels heavy when u avoid me
All I do is fighting for thee
Loving you is never my choice
Soul crying out your name by my voice

I feel happy when think of you
Expecting my desire to come true
But cruel fate is stopping us
Squeezing my heart by its crush

The constant ill-fate owns by me
Causing nothing but aches & pain
Loving you is out of my hand
Losing the ground where I stand

This has been a non-stop game
Piercing my heart when call your name
Hoping it will come to a halt
When there’s nothing for you to blame


EvEn ThEn I kEeP LoViNg U...  

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Never stopped thinking of you
Neither did i want to try
For loving you is heavenly bliss
Whether in pain or joy I cry

Never want to let you go
Baby, b’coz I am your shore
Why ever do you turn blind
By blaming everything on time

Realising what have I turned to
Death has always been in my mind
For your thoughts keep killing me
Hiding myself, no one can find

Whining within the enclosed walls
As though there is no escape
Not revealing the feelings for you
Faking my smiles when seeing your face!


IF....  

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Dunno how i lived widout you
Thinking I lived my life as whole
Not knowing you exist in me
Until you ripped my soul

If I had not felt the sparks
Sparks discharged by you
Burning me every second
Made me a living dead too

If this star did not strike me
Peacefully I would be in sleep
Unaware that you exist
Memories wouldn’t run so deep

But these are the ‘if’s
That I do not wish for
Loving you is what I want
Willing to suffer all life long


TrUsT u MoRe ThAn MySeLf...  

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When hurts reside in me
I have no way to escape
Trying to hide from this world
My heart bleeding, losing its shape

Trust you more than myself
Is what embedded in me
Even if killed by you one day
Never will it change, if left free

Slitting my heart to prove
The love preserved for you
Me and my God knows
No matter how far you go

Detesting me and my ownself
But never gave up my trust
Building my hope that one day
Believed by you, it’s a must!


LoViNg YoU bLiNdLy...  

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Painful anger pricks my mind
Plunging me in these sorrows
Walking away leaving me behind
Like there will be no tomorrow

Wild tension and Depression
Leads me to this frustration
Frying myself in this sensation
Tearing me apart by this aggression

Dying for a calm peaceful sleep
Without a thought running deep
Lonely heart drenched in regrets
Let me rest, this is what I beg

Twisting and turning in my dream
Extracting my memories unwillingly
Resisting the disturbance bestowed
Repeating this nightmare brutally

Shutting my eyes escaping all
Fearing that you’d let me fall
Loving you blindly, losing my mind
My world’s spinning, I’m turning blind


My NiGhT oF dEsIrE...  

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As u brush the hair from my face
Sweeping the desire within me
Yearning of your touch in a slow pace
Feeling the love I have for thee

The moments of our togetherness
Haunting deep down my mind
As you plant your kiss on my lips
I wish I could turn my life in rewind

I could feel the pleasure of you
Whenever you accompany me
Now feeling so lost without you
As you fly into oblivion like a bee

Awakened sweating in this horror
Weakened more by this emotion
Lonely darkness surrounding me
Left me panting in this dejection


WiLl U fEeL mY pAiN...  

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Listening to the empty night
That deafens from within
Longing for your rescue
From this fear that I knew

My never lasting joy
By you it gets destroyed
Lasting for a brief time
Whenever u become mine

Once again in my gloomy night
Where you shine like a star
Craving for your true love
Even tho’ I know you’re far

But embracing my painful heart
Shrinking slowly, by my tears
Hoping one day you’ll cry for me
Weighing the sorrows burdened for thee


WhEn WiLl U uNdErStAnD...  

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Dint I give u enough time?
To know me from inside out
Guarding my belief so blind
A mistake that I always doubt!

No matter how hard I tried
Exploring the places u’ve been
Every nook and corner I cannot find
Empty space is what I’ve seen

Stressing the people around me
Screaming & shouting in the air
Wanting to hide the bitter truth
Confessing my love in despair

Without you I detest myself
Wondering the mess I am in
Each time I offer myself
Hopeless faith, is what I see within


EmPtY hEaRtEd...  

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Nothing is what i have with me
Except the dreams given by you
You being my favourite mistake
Willing to commit all life thru’

Would be glad to die this second
If I have to prove my love for you
Wishing you will one day realize
My love has always been true

Leaving this empty world behind
With nothing to remind me
Only those waitings for eternity
In vain for you like an autumn tree

Missing you each passing day
Living my day with a smile
But loneliness is my only friend
Accompanying me a thousand miles


UnDeRsTaNd Me...  

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Screaming aloud is not my way
Yet, my heart thundering astray
Making effort every word I speak
Understand me please, is what I pray

Unaware, my tears flow down
When I promised not to ever cry
Wishing one day, to be with you
After that day, I am ready to die

Not a day passed without missing you
Soul weeps solemnly waiting for you
Freezing my heart at your very touch
Crying silently loving you so much

Will this desire ever realise to me?
Eyes search for you, like mist in rain
At every dew drop melting away
My prince, I long for you in all my pains


ReAcHiNg My DeStInAtIoN....  

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Being hurt like being dead
Left alone like an orphan
Killed fiercely from toe to head
Finally reached my road end

All the griefs I bore till now
Have the solutions to solve
Nothing worse to capture me
Nothing worse to get involved

Eternal hope I wait for
Has vanished to eternity
No more hope for me to hope
Dying bed has laid for me

Coz the love I fall in love
Has been forced to lose in you
The stranger I met one day
Became my lover, I have no clue


WiLl U cOmE BaCk?  

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My soul has been torn to pieces
When you say goodbye forever
My heart has been pierced so deep
When you will love me, never

My sleep has been disturbed
When I have no you to lean
My world becomes pitched dark
When I don’t hear your breathing

My dreams crushed to earth
When you’re not there to realize
They vanish into the thin air
When you’re not there to fantasize

The future together we hold
Became the dark dirty past
The anger in you unknown
Painfully it will ever last


CrYiNg SoUl...  

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As each second passes out my life
Washing away the yearnings I had
Unknown tears roll down my cheeks
Reminding me the good and the bad

Begging my soul to never weep
For my nights do have its dawn
Memories of the days passed with you
Left by you when you had gone

Far from this madding crowd
Standing alone crying instead
Wishing the wind to carry me on
Dropping me outside your doorstep

Will there be a bright red horizon
When you gather me up & my love
Crying soul will come to a halt
Heart & heart will fly like doves


U hOlD mY fUtUrE...  

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If my memories serve me well
That you captured me all along
Drifting apart from each other
Has never been what I want

But why am I left alone now?
With painful thoughts about you
The only property that I possess
The only company when I’m blue

The sweet memories given to me
Has become my bitter past
Haunting me wherever I go
In my ears they always roar

Loving me is what I plead
Be my friend whenever I need
Don’t ignore this lonely creature
Your existence holds my future


U nEvEr ToOk TiMe To KnOw Me...  

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Whenever you smile
I think you are mine
At the end of the day
Dunno if everything’s fine

Have I become weaker?
When crying your name
Heart crumpled to pieces
Who am I to blame?

Brooding myself in the dark
Stooping low when im hurt
Lonely moon I remain
No star is there to claim

Among the mistakes committed
You being my favourite
All I’ve been is loyal & true, but
Loving me is painful for you


U lEfT mE aLoNe,,  

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If I could ever rewind my life
I would never want to meet you
But I know it’s never possible
B’coz I’m destined to suffer through

Snatching my heart so easily
You left me cry lonely tears
Not giving me a chance to say
Not a day you lend your ears

Is there something I fail to give
Nothing is left for me to live
When you treat me like a toy
Serving myself at times of your joys

The dreams I dreamt every night
Have now become the nightmares
Those nightmares that always scare
The day you dreadfully stop to care


A pRoMiSiNg ToMoRrOw...  

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Each night I cry your name
Next day I feel ashamed

For you everything I dare

My love displayed is very rare


Sitting alone in dark corner
Expecting someone to save

Screaming my soul so loud

But pretending to all I’m brave


Drowning myself in my tears
Even you don’t bother to wipe

Reaching out to catch your hand

Wanting to be a part of your life


Will there be a new beginning
With you walking beside me
Promising a sweet tomorrow

World full of love & full of glee!


U'lL nEvEr FeEl My PaIn...  

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I’m the world’s best lover
For i bear my special pain
The pain that surrounds me
Coz I wanna be with u again

You cannot feel the way I do
Since your thought about me is flu’
You circulate my mind every second
You don’t know the pain I go thru’

Good actress I’ve become
Hiding my feelings one by one
This has been my best asset
Forgetting reality in the long run

All I wish & want about
You go thru the pain I go
Born for you is nothing but real
Loving you is my routine


TrUsT mE bAbY...  

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I visualize in your heart
Which you failed to see
The tear drops shed by you
Has drown the painful me

Having stopped to hope
To fulfill your sweetest dreams
Discouraged to live more
In this world so mean

Never will you be alone
As long as I’m in this world
Every single step u climb
Keep me in your mind

But every smile you smile
I wanna be the reason behind
Will surely realize your dreams
And make this emotional star shine


SiLeNt TeArS...  

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If my soul is that transparent
Revealing my delicate heart
A thousand tales will be told
Whenever we are far apart

If my thoughts read so loud
Screaming the inside me
They will depict my desires
That you will clearly see

If I scan the earth I live
For a better love than this
Deception is what I’ll get
Worshipping you is what I’ll miss

Unknown about our futures
Unknown is my existence
As days pass by & roll into years
I will love you with my silent tears



PaInFuL mEmOrIeS...  

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Sitting quietly by my window
Struggling with thoughts full of sorrows
Drying my tears that flow nonstop
Blindly confused of my tomorrows

Darkness enveloped without sunshine
With no u beside, nothing is fine
So many hopes, so many reasons
Wishing one day, you will be mine

Eyes waiting in vain, heart shred to pieces
Ur name shrieked by me no one to hear
Seven seas away my heart cries out for you
Although you are far, yet you are so near

What shall I do to lessen this pain?
All of a sudden, like thunders strike me again
Trying to hold my tears that wet my lips
I fell in love, whom should I blame?


DoN't MaKe Me CrY...  

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Whenever i am alone
With no one, on my own
Bitter tears flow from me
Makes my heart brutally torn

No soul to hear me out
Difficult to speak about
All my friends who are there
None exists when I’m without

Living in this fake world
Juggling me in twist n twirl
Stamping me feet after feet
Painfully I have to go on

All the love I have for you
Paid no heed by you, my pie
Dying for you every second
Make you mine is what I try!


A Thousand Words  

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Your heart thirsts for affection,
You've been neglected for too long.
It's time to pick up your shattered pieces,
For you I compose this perfect love song.

Listen closely to my gentle voice,
Let the sound of love flow through your veins.
Intertwine within my sanctuary of passion,
Drive the insanity out, quench the pain.

Let the smell of my cologne entangle you,
Take my hand and we shall embrace forever.
Love is only a 4-letter word to the world,
But it's a thousand words when we're together