Accept mE the wAy I am ..  

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Accept me for what I am
Love me as long as you can
Then you will finally see
How strong my love can be

I'm destined the way I am
I see no hassle with that
That's the truth from above
Everyone has to bear this fact

Everyone differs from others
Like me, so don't bother
Noone can be like me
And i cant be like thee

So accept me for what i am
Im real and like no fakes
I think im a good person
For Lord never makes mistakes


Pain Of tHe nIght ..  

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As i watch my tears fall below
Unlike the tide, they rush very slow
Shining & sparkling with the moonlight
Carrying the happiness which no more in sight

The color they carry changing their tones
From white to red with the pain they hold
Paying no heed they want to escape
From those dim eyes that change the shape

As they rush carrying the emotions
The sob they accompanied with full tension
Shaking the lungs as noone could hold
Forming the pool below so cold

Building the wall surrounding myself
A wall of tears salty like hell
A shudder, a scream envelopping the soul
The dark loneliness taking his role


AnGel's TeardrOps ..  

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My guardian angel is careless and free
It flew happily losing touch with me
But my cheeks are dampened by his tears
He has taken my smile like it's for free

When my lips shivered, quivered and frozen
It darkens in fear as the rain cloud visiting
Yet my angel is always content
For it wont abandone me since he's Godsent

But it loves to see me sad, afraid and alone
So that i will only weep in this wind cold
Showing my hands out expecting it to fall
So that i can embrace it like a precious gold

My pain can be felt by the angel's soul
It is willing to stand my misery told
I pray for this hurting to stop
So that my angel can taste my teardrops


Still gOne ..  

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I'm still in love with you
Though i keep myself away
I live everyday on this thought
Wishing to have you one more day

My heart is so void and empty
Hearing the rattling noise inside
This noise of the broken pieces
Wondering whether like me you've cried

This pain lingers for very long
Which i'm sure you never knew
You just live everyday your life
Where i can never pass through

If ever things will get better?
Living my life without you here
Don't know whether it's bad or good?
I'll continue to cry for the coming years


HearTbreak And HeartAches ..  

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I went through many pain and heartbreak
Getting hurt every one more time
But i never learned from my heartache
I keep striving to make you mine

I've wept, drenching my pillow
And i've wept all the tears in the world
My cheeks Shine bright from my tears
Hoping one day to me you'll turn

Through my story i should be blamed
B'coz you are the one who controled this game
In tears i smile, in joy i cry
Waiting one day this heart will be tamed

I cried and cried for the lies you lied
Yet the trust i have has never dried
Sitting by the window squeezing my curtain
Yearning of my heart I'll be loved again


BittEr TrutH ..  

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One thing is 100% for sure
When I die hell is where i'll go
Seeing the amount of tears I shed
Almighty does not love me more

Howmuch ever I hurl & yell
Only my four walls can hear
When everyone proceeds to success
Only I tuk the reverse gear

Already destined with this life
Where joy & peace have no place
Suddenly somewhere out a blue
Another sorrow has come to face

I thought that was to console me
But behind HIS mind it did not seem to be
May be HIS hatred on me has no limits
That's why always in tears HE wants to see


Delici0us Sin ..  

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Forget the last night I lived
So horrible I can't beleive
But he will only see my fear
Even he's not with me very near

Out of all the secrets I keep
Only this one is very deep
I have no place to escape
Since this is my own mistake

Wherever I turn is wrong
Yet my faith is still very strong
But why can't I get up at every fall
It makes me lost and feel so small

I fall down with a thud
Wanting to bloom earlier from this bud
Unsatisfied by what I get in turn
Ultimately in this land I get burnt


All BecAuse Of U ..  

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Each day dawns with a smile
Greeting me with a love-flu
I hold a precious treasure
And that treasure is you

When something sad crosses my mind
I tend to think of you
A sudden change occurs instantly
Thinking you are with me through

Whenever i breathe short or long
This life dominates me with joy
Since i swim in the depth of your love
Noone can dare to destroy

My world is filled with beautiful things
I want to grab them & show you
The meaning you create in my life
And that's the reason sincere & true!


AngEliC KisS ..  

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Shower me with your angelic kiss
Where I can find my bliss
Since that angel is you
Only you know what to do

In you I search for my smile
Everytime I'm sad for a while
This has been slowly growing
The hidden love has been showing

Shower me with your angelic kiss
The reason that makes me exist
This is the downright truth
I've been waiting since my childhood

I can listen to you a lifetime
That this love is forever mine
Once I get your angelic kiss
Not a thing in life I shall miss


Are U deRe G0d ?  

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Drowning everyday in this misery
That this egoistic world has only for me
Should i give up & not fight anymore?
For I'm chased by hauting memories as I go

Save me God from this hell on earth
Take me to where I see no dirt
Do not abandone me however I'm in pain
Reform my affair, make me whole again

Take a knife and scratch my heart
Dig further and break it apart
All you can see is the darkness within
There's a devil that lives in my existence

Struggling, fighting to erase my sins
Only blackness is found when ripped my skin
Can't live or die in this numbness
But have to survive to please the rest


The EndIng StarTs ..  

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I'm exhausted with all I have to say
The beautiful words i employ are rotten away
My boat is sinking more & more everyday
Still waving up for anyone come to my way

I realise as i work more i make it worse
May be i'm the victim to people's curse
But can't leave behind what belongs to me
Becoming pretentious to people i see

Although being confessed by words of love
I beleive on surface as the white dove
I know it in my heart, O my God I swear
I'm one in a million who suffers out there

I can only be what and who I am
This seems so hard, noone understands
I put my feelings into words that rhyme
To make you see and know, what is mine


H0peleSsly DevOted ..  

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No stupid love song can describe what i feel
But the words conveyed are not more than real
Day by Day the clouds keep changing
But the feelings inside me goes around like a wheel

Love can be a great thing for me
Higher than the mountain deeper than the sea
But it has its own nature and trait
That can kill a lover silently

I realised one brutal fact
Noone can judge the love i have for thee
The fault is mine if ever I expect
The pool of tears will form under me

When turning back to look at myself
I feel I'm the stupidest girl alive
But than regretting of what I've felt
I rather walk on fire ready to die.


Nob0dy KnOws ..  

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This pain is lurching in my heart
Deep down it's tearing me apart
Only my keyboard knows i'm crying
Cant look straight since my eyes are lying

There's fire burning inside me
Ashes of sorrows is messed up dirtily
Nobody knows I'm cut & bruised
Even if my words come out fluently

Why do I feel so cold & lonely
It forms a void within obviously
This void comes from the missing parts
Which is broken & shattered wretchedly

Hidden feelings bagan to suffocate
Yearning to cry out blaming my fate
Dying more in controlling this yearn
Wanting to flush away this terrible state


Can'T WaiT Anym0re ..  

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Everything doesnt matter for you
What is gone is gone, that's the past
But you failed to see my pain
Which lies behind a mask

Not easy to get out of my mind
Not easy to push it from my sight
Feeling alone, scared and deep despair
This is the battle I everyday fight

You touched my heart like an innocent boy
But beat me down and raped my joy
Amist this loss I can never cope
Don't know why do I still wait for a hope

Covering up my bruises with many excuses
By facing the world day by day
Trying to ditch my present state
Wanting my emotions to go away


When The M00n sHineS ..  

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When my heart grips, I find your tears on my pillow
Don't know if it's due to the sins I made
When the moon shines, i paint your name on my window
Waiting and hopping one day to get pierced by this cupid

In the autumn night, I hear the wind blowing
Blowing the leaves of the tree to the ground
But when i gaze at the stars shining
Reciprocating me with your love without a sound

When nightfall comes, i immersed in my dreams
With my eyes closed, i reach for your hands
The big white moon smiling down at me
As if you are stretching to me, with smile so grand

I stare constantly at the stars so bright
Trying to assure me, everything is for the best
Hypnotizing me with the hope of heaven
Assuring me, you are special from the rest


Cl0se Yet S0 Far ..  

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A thousand kisses will never be
Enough to satisfy my heart's plea
Each day as it comes my love grows more
Deeper & deeper like never before

Writings & expressions will never do
In order to show my love is true
Further more my feelings go
My heart beats in somersault too

Although i'm trapped within a cage
But my desires erupt for you with rage
You are so close yet you are far
Burning within me like a striking star

Is this the torture that I should face?
Different actions of mine can only say
This will continue each passing day
If that Is written in my little fate.


S0meThing G00d ..  

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I was immersed in a wicked childhood
Which developed into a miserable youth
Though it's terrible to think my past
But somewhere there was a hidden truth

For here you are in front of me
Don't know how and if it should
Is it due to some causes in my childhood
Where i have done s'thing good

It sure that nothing comes from nothing
There is a reason to everything
Don't know what it could or how it could
That's the reflection of my lonely youth

Here you are in my life & loving me
I wonder how and wether it should
After many years that I prayed silently
Because I know I had done something good


Where's My Passi0n ?  

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Search for my ultimate passion
You'll find in your lips
It's the right place for me
The place I want you to kiss

Search for my ultimate passion
Which I lost in your eyes
But it's the only passion
That helps me to fly

Search for my ultimate passion
Within your loving hands
The ultimate feeling of mine
That will make me expand

When you found my passion
You will surely understand
Because my ultimate passion
Is in you, my man :]


O bAbie, I nEed Y0u ..  

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An unknown feeling of sadness
Pricks me with pain that's endless
I'm with me and myself alone
Without you my life is colorless

The amount of the need i have
Always let my heart misbehave
This is hurting me to the core
When I can't see you more & more

The injury my heart had caused
It's too late for the bleed to pause
But silently i'm prayed to be blessed
Waiting to hold you against my chest

I need you not only when I'm alone
Even when i'm with you on phone
When I close my eyes I feel your lips
Holding your loving face within my finger tips!


My SilEnt TeaRs ..  

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I feel so alone and cold
Like an aged soul who has become old
I tried to move but am frozzen
This is the fear that I never told

All words you promised to me
That will go on forever
All vows you did freely
But you had fulfilled them never

The cramp occurred in my heart
Which is caused by a sudden fear
But my eyes are lustrous and shine
Formed by my silent tears

Blinking in the middle of nights
Sleep hates me & vanishes from me
Is thinking of you the reason I fight
As my silent tears flow down freely


SweEt Em0tiOns ..  

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This heart is missing you
You live in my memory
The silence in the crowded room
Your only voice calls out to me

The mourn inside my heart
Slowly tracks me down
But its soul will not depart
Its soul will not let me down

The thorns of my emotions
Pricks me deep everyday
The pain it gives everytime
Reminds me for you I have to stay

My tears of sweet little hope
That run down my damped cheeks
They run with a melody
That will not make me weak

Sorrows fill my empty soul
Tuck me to bed every night
Filling my room with silent screams
Holding to me till day light

My heart has only one love
The love I can only give
Pure as the mist in the dawn
Pure as the way we shall live


My PurE IntEnti0n ..  

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Wrong actions you feel from me
Intentions are pure but you dint see
Painful to bear these haunting doubts
Unfair you treat this easily

No where to run to hide oneself
Whether from one or from yourself
The wound so deep leaving the scar
Ego and pride that had been marred

Smashed out my brain if I should stay
Will it be wrong if I block your way?
Happiness forever is what I wish you
Even if I have to walk on fire through

Wanting to be the reason behind your smile
For that I'm ready to change my life-style
The hand that wipes your tears should be mine
I'll strive till end to make your life fine.


Our 18rd OcToBeR.. II  

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So quick the days are gone ..
With you by my side along
When solitude grips my heart
Your thoughts only can make me strong ..

Amount of laughters & tears Shed
Were the walls to withstand any threat
Neighbours’ envy but owner’s pride
With your love as my good guide ..

Struggling together in this fake world
Unassured talks that made me swirl
No matter who comes and goes
Your love for me made me go on ..

Expressing my unconditional love in bulk
Which is as innocent as morning dew
The love that chills your entire veins
The love that lasts only for you ..


My C0nsTant w0nder ..  

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At the end of the day, I turned around
To see what I've been looking out for
It was a knock! knock on my heart door
Finally it will not open anymore

I passed all my life in groaning & moaning
But the fear in me kept threatening
Hiding my face from the tears I shed
For being so honest, it's only paining

I succeeded in creating a self-brand in me
It's the damsel in distress that nobody can be
My blood clotted, only emptiness inside
Forever, I should live in vain brutally

Every minute in my hour, every hour in my day
I wonder every second what you meant to say
Is it the deepest regret you feel inside?
Or is it the cowardice that kept you away?


W0ulD yOu JusT liSten ?  

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Please listen for once, stop uttering a word
Just think of the first day, we met like two birds
The memories we shared, the talks you cared
Those golden days somehow surpassed all these years

All these days, I have lived in wretched tears
the silent tears that fell in this cold atmosphere
Nothing but honesty that filled all my words
Yet my heart broke apart, living in fear

Cut-throat pain, unbearable, yet i beared
Sadness and depression prominently shown, all these years
The silence in me, is so loud deafening my ears
Striving to forget what I cannot, as I am here

A dark special secret you'll remain to be
Without regret, you transformed a complete me
Amist the tears, you did give some memories
Don't know how this took place, so beautifully ..


DiffEreNt fr0m MinE ..  

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The love of you is so different
It has no resemblance with mine
But your kind is so unique
It makes things difficult I find

My kind of love is so ordinary
Like the love of an usual lover
But when confronted with your way
It becomes weak and makes me shiver

All the desires that I reveal
Is to see the real you inside
It takes you ages to understand
Sometimes it will not meet my demands

Ultimately mine is full of innocence
Its wish is never to bring you offence
It is only a love of a simple girl
Who wants her man to be her fence


SadNess f0r EterNity ..  

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Why my days are always sad?
Everybody around thinks I'm mad
May be I lost my precious smile
But search in you, I 'll surely find.

Every night I kneel and pray
That I'll see you the coming day
It's like I am born anew
The moment my eyes set upon you

For what I have never had
That's not the reason, Why i'm sad
But my life becomes gloomy
That's when, you, i don't see

For you I carry a smile
That will last a long while
Now and forever my tears would know
The salty taste in it, purer than snow


TimEleSs TeaRs..  

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Just the thought of you makes me cry
You are the reason, please wipe my eyes
I'm right there when you are in need
Because you live in me, just tell me please

For you, seeing me cry is a terrible sight
Assuring me all times by a kiss and a hug so tight
One fine day I'll make you Proud
I'll climb to the top & yell your name aloud

Dreaming of you, my eyes are never dry
With you around, there's no goodbye
In good or bad, I'm always near
I need you always to wipe my tears

Every night, I sleep with your lullaby
You come to me, when closed my eyes
You hug me warm and shower me with kisses
Whatever comes, u alone, I'll not want to miss!


A littLe H0pe ..  

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All i have is a little desire
So very simple and harmless
A desire that affects no one
But its joy is grand like Everest

My little hope exists within me
It plays a peek-a-boo game silently
This hope will dawn one day
I'm waiting for that patiently

May my life blossom like a flower
Where there's nothing but beauty
The fragrance that spreads around
Will surely reach you beautifully

But this hope lives in my desire
Which i know one day will come
My only goal is to complete you
And make you smile like a red hot sun


LeAvE mE aL0ne...  

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O my Sadness! from where you came?
Like a ballerina, you dance like flame
Hovering over me, at my every step
Pulled me to the pool of tears I had wept

When you are around, happiness left me
No sunshine in my soul, no sign of melody
Like a parasite, you clung my being
Making me vulnerable, like a weakling

Is it so hard to leave me alone?
Let me be with the only one I've known
Your constant presence only depresses me
Release me from this burden, leave me silently!

You are the reason, I lost my smile
The sweetness in my voice, the life so fine
Let me experience the days I missed
Where I can laugh with joy and bliss


If Y0u St0p L0ving mE...  

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If one day I have to die
Pieces of myself would wither by
But one thing that would still live on
It will exist even if I am gone

Every time you are touched by chilly breeze
Whenever you wander through the tall trees
The tide water touches your feet
Will remind you how you won my heart at ease

Angels above will sing a song
Conveying the message how I'm getting along
Since my love is strong though my heart is weak
The tears will flow, the eyes will leak

If ever that time approaches me to be
To part from you in death you'll see
The mountains, beaches, meadows will know
Echoeing your voice "I'm sorry to let you go"!


WeaKneSs Surr0unDs Me...  

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A striking star felt on my lap
Disturbing my mind slowly
My imagination took its shape
Gradually it became a reality

An unknown bond flashed before me
Often a smile appears on my face
Found myself cherishing each moment
By your fabulous enchanting grace

My feelings grew stronger & deeper
You occupy the whole of my mind
My little heart doubles its beat
I was sure of my decision behind

But these feelings begin to hurt
I pretend you are not real
As days roll on into months
To no-one I planned to reveal


A nEw PhAse 0f My LifE...  

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I may have murmured all times
But what i murmured is true
Never have I imagined today
That i'd fall in love with you

It's as if life began two years ago
Where i cant see anything beyond
Never expected my wish would be noticed
I thought this is the life i have to carry on

All of a sudden my future grinned
Hinting i'd brought you at right time
My past doesnt haunt me anymore
It can only encourage that i'll be fine

It seems just like yesterday
On that bright moonlight night
It commenced with my non-stop tears
Thus began a new phase of my life


I W0n'T pAy hEed...  

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My poems are only to soothe me
Since this world treats me cruelly
This twisting, burning, breaking
Remind me nothing is heavenly

Words said by you to me
Has nothing to the hurt you incur
For the wound is dried though deep
The pain cant be severe further

I often wonder why it happens
Neither will you intend to defend
I have to continue suffer through this
Nothing in life will take its bend

The wound you create is hard to heal
Even if i try, it continues to bleed
But if this would bring joy to you
Like this thousand I'll pay no heed


L0ve, LiFe & TrUst. .  

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There is no end to my loneliness
Even when the world comes to a still
I lie on this heap of selflessness
Where my goal wont be fulfilled

Asking constantly the same question
Where its secret answer is hidden
Cyclone & hurricane swept my life
Like I'm a human who's forbidden

I'm not surprised by this solemnity
Yet my heart feels sad inside
Struggling to come out into the light
Turned around I found love only abides

Wondering what have I done
Why this world doesnt want me
I confess no guts to admit
My expectations left me silently


Leave me alone  

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Leave me alone
Beneath the moonlight
Just to blind me with your sunshine
In the very next moment.
Leave me alone
In the rain
Only to chase away the clouds
Coming up above my head.
Leave me alone
With the Winter's coldness inside my heart
To burn me with your fire
Before I freeze to death.
Leave me alone.

Leave me alone
All alone
With this gap in my heart
So I can finally forget
How much I love you.

Leave me alone.


♥♥ Gile kagaz ki tarha hai zindgi apni, koi jalata bhi nahi or koi bahata bhi nahi, is kadar akele hai raahon me dil ki, koi satata bhi nahi aur koi manata bhi nahi... ♥♥

What does love mean to you?  

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Love is caring so much you would give your life to save theirs. When you love someone you listen to the little things and seeing them happy makes you happy. It's just finding the missing part of you, the other part of your heart, and becoming a whole. Love is putting someone elses well-being before your own and knowing the other person would do the same for you. When you'd do anything for that person, and you couldn't imagine your life without them. Just undescribable, bestest feeling in the world.

I Wish....  

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If i had a wish....
i would wish for you
to be the first thing i see in the morning
right after i open my eyes,
the only person to think about
through out the day,
and the last face e to eye
just before i fall asleep in the night...
then dreams would become superfluous,
because my life would be completely blessed....
you're only the one who can leave
me completely breathless
even when there is nothing
but silence between us.
it's like i can lay beside you
and we not say a single word
and still i have the best time.


FaCt 0f LiFe...  

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Living in this beautiful memory
Where my tear drops make it shine
This memory covers rest of my life
Where everything will be fine

Im rich since I possess this love
Expressing in every single way
My senses wake up when reciprocated
Cherishing its beauty everyday

What is gone cannot come back
But the memory of those days are strong
All the fake smiles I put in front
Just to make you smile along

If you noticed this world is small
Trying to hold billions in its soul
One thing it always cannot avoid
True love lives, but we should mourn


F0reVer WiSh...  

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You are my star who will stop my cry
There's only you who will dry my eyes
I strive my best to fullfill your needs
All you have to do is tell me please

To see you far is a terrible sight
Wanting to bring you near and hold you tight
I'll do anything to make you proud
Will shriek my voice calling your name aloud

Will not let any sorrow to come nearby
Give me two wings to make me fly
Across this sky to be with you near
So that you can wipe all of my tears

Do not let me go even if i die
Appear before me when close my eyes
Sealed me with you by a gentle kiss
Lull me to sleep with this heavenly bliss


SeaRchiNg S0ul...  

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The echoes of this silence deafens
Hinting that I have no-one
The nights are plunged into quietness
But my heart hears the thundering of the gun

No ounce of change in my remarks
As life continues ignoring me
Though touch your heart with what I tell
But pushed aside treacherously

My strength is gone by the blowing wind
Yet my gaze remains fixed to the sky
Feeling you with me as i bath in stream
Feeling your soul by my side

Everyday I lay in the sleepless sweat
With my body drenched in shame
The trauma of my nights, cold & wet
Dancing in this cruel burning flame.


C0nCealEd FeeLinGs...  

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I have many questions in mind
Which are hard to express I find
Wont somebody help me get through?
To make these easy pls! I'm blind!

Crumpled papers of poems about you
Written with words that never come true
Words written in golden ink
Engraved in my heart when in blue

This ink is like my feeling
Never fades away in eternity
They depict my unspoken words
That are hard to say in reality

As I write with trembling hand
Scribbling letters I don't understand
Eagerness to express how I feel
In order to prove my love is real


SecRet L0ve...  

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Within us there is a storm
It is not cruel, but so very warm
It is so deep and real inside
It hurts so much since we continue to hide

This feeling occured to us, both you & I
At the end of the day, we sit and cry
Together happily He wont let us be
This is how it is destined to only me

Is the secret-love that bad and wrong?
There is no place we will belong
Keep-on loving that's what we do
Where will it lead, we have no clue

As our days end and we must go
To our loved ones, we just don't know
What the future holds for it is blind
Only our secret love that remains behind


L0ve Will AlWays FiNd A Way..  

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The gentle breeze when blowing
Rustle of leaves whispering your name
With my cheeks turning cold
Right from the day that you came

My gazes dimmed by my tears
You stretched your hands to wipe
The instant love you gave me
I never forget this moment of my life

The seconds that passed unnoticed
Is like an eternity without air
Not a clue how I will survive?
If you did not come from nowhere

Being the ultimate soul-mate I found
Judged by the entrance you made
This special bond has no bound
So it is written on my fate


If Only DrEams C0uld CoMe TrUe...  

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Tears slowly cloud my world
Holding my pillow very tight
Imagining myself hugging you
My thoughts travel fast as light

With eyes closed I gazed into yours
Searching for the dying desires
All for a second it took
I could describe it in a book

The pillow I hugged is damp
By the unknown tears that swam
When realised you arent there
I felt it can never be the same

Oh! is this only a dream?
Why it seemed so real?
But the tears I can very well touch
Will my heart ever heal?


IrrEguLar BliSs...  

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My love for you was plain to see
Though it was written all over me
My love so strong it can't be wrong
I try to make it last an eternity

Numerous questions running in mind
When asked, only lies I find
Money has no value in front of me
It's happiness & joy I look in thee

What tore my heart & drained my soul
You are mine but can't call my own
Nothing in life I can make it stay
All I have to end up crying everyday

Guilt envelopes when smile crosses my lips
My face suddenly fades from irregular bliss
Should my cheeks always remain wet?
Wet by eternal tears I shed for this


It'S all AbouT U...  

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Have I ever told you?
The darkness scares me
But I can walk in this dark
Thinking of you silently

Crowds also scares me
When I'm left alone
If your thoughts accompany me
I do feel very strong

But do not send me far from you
And keep me out of mind
I may not know my way back
Even if you want to find

Dont ever let me lose you
Assure me your love is true
My heart can only store you
The lock is rusted forever through!


My EterNal Mem0Ries...  

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Memories are made to last
Last even after I die
These memories gave birth to a promise
That i will never see you cry

When everything fades into the sand
Memories of you will be alive
Will accompany you to the end of the world
Along with you I will fly

Although live in those memories
I will never let you go by
Even when Qayamat day comes
I Will hold you by my side

These so called precious memories
Will last to the end of the time
If ever death comes to me
Will reborn again to make you shine!


My l0neLy pAth...  

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In a silent boulevard of broken dreams

I searched in vain for an identity

The stars above dimming my gaze

But the moon is guiding me with glee



Joy on earth I found nowhere

Neither life took me anywhere

Happiness turns a grim face to me

Living in this world is hard to see



Finding among this madding crowd

Although can't find a friend for me

But I can only see the never ending path

Like an autumn with a single tree




Don't know where is my destination

Or something I have left behind

For my path is as gloomy as the mist

May be it's 'my identity' I can't find

A F00l lIke Me...  

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Although I knew it hurts me bad
The worst part is when thought I had
The unseen feelings which did nothing
Yet I cherished it when I am waiting

People advise that life should go on
I should salute when they are so strong
People chucks when things are gone
But like a fool I think they are wrong

Heaven on earth I never saw
Even on pretty sunset that a kid draws
I will beleive if one thing exists
Is when you are beside, as I look in awe

But all I can, is stare and wonder
The day I felt in love is my blunder
Hiding within me the way I feel
Putting a mask as if no big deal