My l0neLy pAth...  

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In a silent boulevard of broken dreams

I searched in vain for an identity

The stars above dimming my gaze

But the moon is guiding me with glee



Joy on earth I found nowhere

Neither life took me anywhere

Happiness turns a grim face to me

Living in this world is hard to see



Finding among this madding crowd

Although can't find a friend for me

But I can only see the never ending path

Like an autumn with a single tree




Don't know where is my destination

Or something I have left behind

For my path is as gloomy as the mist

May be it's 'my identity' I can't find

A F00l lIke Me...  

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Although I knew it hurts me bad
The worst part is when thought I had
The unseen feelings which did nothing
Yet I cherished it when I am waiting

People advise that life should go on
I should salute when they are so strong
People chucks when things are gone
But like a fool I think they are wrong

Heaven on earth I never saw
Even on pretty sunset that a kid draws
I will beleive if one thing exists
Is when you are beside, as I look in awe

But all I can, is stare and wonder
The day I felt in love is my blunder
Hiding within me the way I feel
Putting a mask as if no big deal


My TeAr HaS SouL...  

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Each drop of my tears
Would utter when it falls
Wishing the effort it has
To make our bond strong

It will regret every second
The escape from my eyes
For it has broken my heart
Like a hammer breaks the ice

But my tear has a soul
Where it never harms at all
When it hurts itself
I die in pain coz I'm its own

Why my tears pain in guilt?
Seeing the silence that you built
Is my excess love held responsibility?
On behalf of my tears do forgive me.


FalLen AngEl...  

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I was just another fallen angel
Wings drooped upon the floor
There's no beauty to them
They're worth nothing anymore

Places where the utmost beauty were
Now the holes of pain reside
There's no feelings left anymore
Nothing more to hide

How much longer until this stops
The pain, the hurt subsides
When can this stop feeling wrong
When can I stop dying inside

I have to pick myself up
To make this all go away
Patch up the holes in my wings
And learn how to fly again

I may not have the perfect wings
I've always wished for and adored
But I'll have to work with what I got
And show them, my life means more

I won't let myself fall anymore
Won't let them see me cry
I'll prove them wrong, I'll get back up
And teach these broken wings to fly.


I aM A cAstAwaY...  

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Behind these glowing eyes
Hidden from everyone, all my lies
Many events that blocked my tears
The moments that I wasted my years

Life filled with unlimited pains
Soaking wet my deformed soul
Flaming my road to destination
Burning my skin with all vengeance

Slowly falling apart to pieces
Melting my heart to my feet
Alone in the dark street of fear
Heads turned away afraid to come near

But yet the last thing I'd see
Is the tears that flow from thee
That is the slow poison injected in me
I'd rather die if that makes you free


I ReaLly Can'T d0...  

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My constant wish is to hold you
A simple desire that makes me blue
My love I have is out of the world
It takes a lifetime to stop this swirl

Even if I die, my life will go on
Gripping on my feelings that move along
Finding myself in pathetic pain
Because my love for you increased again

Holding you tight deep down my bossom
Fearing I might loosen my grip
Do not know why I do this
I only know, you! I shouldn't miss

My strange feelings dominate me
I depend on them not breaking free
They enchant me, when on my own
By the thoughts of you, I'm not alone

Is this what one calls real love?
I tried to forget the message sent from above
But why is that I want only you?
Forget him girl! that's something I can't do


Ya AllAh...  

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Oh Allah! The maker of heaven and Earth
I ask for your mercy in this life
I ask for your compassion and for your love
I ask for your blessings showered from above

I ask for your protection from the cursed ones
I consider the true love you sent is not for fun
I will treat your creation with full of kindness
I promise to uphold all your commandments

I plead you to keep my intentions pure
And don't let any evil approach and harm me
In your Holy names I pray all day
The Almighty of everything that is, was, & ever will be

Never will my deeds are to harm others
When I recite the chapters of your surahs
Then why is the love you give din't keep me in peace?
To treasure my ideal love I still survive this far


...ThAn I C0ulD Sh0w...  

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There's one fact that I can't deny
U changed my world with a blink of an eye
Have been transforming from worst to best
Because you are special to me than the rest

Don't know the courage occurred within me
Is it the best that I can be?
I love to care for you and to love
Because God sent me to you from above

Whether tears of sorrow or joy
It sheds non-stop when I'm with this boy
Should I count my stars when loved by you
Since it's the day when my dreams come true

My search has ended in what I look for
Shukran-Allah! I will not ask more
Each time I sigh when feeling content
This special feeling I never felt

For hours & hours there's something to say
To the sun that sets at the end of the day
But this poem has to end as you know
I LOVE YOU more than I could show.


PasSing W0rdS...  

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In my lonely nights and endless days
Struggling myself why I felt this way
Each time you talk, you blew my mind
It's so empty and meaningless I find

Whatever I say, meant nothing to you
Your screams and yells only make me blue
You may forget your shrieks in a minute
But they linger in my heart, when think of it

Somehow you find your way in this temper
Trying to forget, losing my way, in your anger
Forever in quest of the peace in me
In you or your love it can never be

When being with you each and everyday
Did the words I say, even pass your way?
To the extent my heart has become stoned
But why do I still call you my own?


Br0keN InsiDe...  

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Above the mountains under the valleys
Hidden in the shrubs rolling into balls
Bruised and battered from west to east
I hear my broken heart feebly calls

The lingering of my bitter past
That stories of mine were never told
Through the events cracked and crushed
The broken heart in me remains cold

The burning flame in my every gaze
With my veins entangled and frozzen
Mumbling my prayer till my last breathe
Hoping the steps I take are not artificial

There is no exit in this dark place
Where my memories hiddenly reside
Nothing is left for my heart to trace
When my heart itself is broken inside


CurSed bY fAte...  

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That night seems so real
All joys on earth made me feel
Tonight something is wrong
Nothing destined to me is strong

Bloody tears flow from my eyes
Emotions turned my veins to ice
Words spoken yesterday are forgotten
Past time memories have been broken

It appears to be unfair
But my heart beats fast unknowingly
Beating out of the despair
Beating unmeaningly for thee

I am going down the hill
The hurt inside is deeper still
Tumbling down like a heap of waste
Coz lifelong I'm cursed by fate


GiVe Me A reaSOn....  

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What could be the reason?
To place my faith n beleif
Is trust the only one?
It sounds nice n releived

What could be the reason?
When words are just illusion
They are used to assure
In order to accomplish a mission

What could be the reason?
When the vision disappoints me
Because what I see you cannot
Since the vision grew cold in thee

But when you tilted my face up
Asking me to see those stars that shine
Those stars disappear in daylight
One among those stars is mine


Key tO mY heArt...  

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The door of my heart was sealed
It had nothing to reveal
Since I tried with all effort
At last I gave up once again

Locked it tightly thrown away the key
Very far so noone could see
Not a sign of love to enter
I decided to let my mind free

When I myself can't find the key
From nowhere you came to me
You changed my thoughts within
I realised I still have some feelings

You reached out your hands to hold me
To prove me wrong the things to be
Wanting to rest my head in your palm
I found the key to my heart you had along


That'S Me...  

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I am pretty, no one to blame
Little frightened, but remain unnamed
Don't sadden me, I'll cry at night
I live in distance, out of all sight

I am not psychic, who slits her wrist
I like mystery, where I don't exist
I am very shy, but I'm well-tamed
Won't ignore you, won't bring you shame

I'm full of fake with a plastic smile
I'm out of reach beyond thousand miles
I'm poured with emotions, always in pain
My sky is dark, ready to rain

My tears flow down like tsunami flood
Not tears of water, but tears of blood
I'm loved to be hated, no one loves me
I'm weak inside, but strong for thee!


OnlY f0uR DayS...  

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I thought it has come to an end
Along the joy, my sorrow took its bend
It happens only at full moon night
Suddenly nature broke my fence

While brooding over my ill-luck
Just when I lost my smile
My plans & missions were stuck
My future was frozzen for a while

During this horrible test from above
A vague vision of you appeared now
Wonder if I should write another test
Took this challenge ignoring the rest

Obviously it was a new sign to me
To prove my ideal love exists calmly
But this lasts only for four days
You came, conquered me & you went away


DistuRbing SilEnce...  

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The silence of the night
The stars that shine bright
The serenity of my soul - where
The calmness of my love is shown

I stare into this space
Where pin-drop silence took place
Fearing I might disturb
The smile I have on my face

Why sleep did not come to me
My mind thinks non-stop of thee
Though eyes remain closed
The tears escaped freely

There! I decided to sit up
Staring into the dark
My mind always disturbed
Craving to hear your talks


Int0xiCated Ins0mnia...  

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I'm aware, I'm aware
I'm goddam very aware
I seem to be in deep sleep
But I'm goddam aware

I'm aware, I'm aware
This darkness surrounds me
The sensation seeming so loud
I'm goddam very aware

I'm aware, I'm aware
How much I'm insane
Gnawing all my nerves
I'm goddam very aware

I'm aware, I'm aware
My brain always awakes
To bring all my pains
I'm goddam very aware

I'm aware to the full end
If ever I close my eyes
I'll lose all I gained - but
I'll be alright again


MiSfit...  

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I remember how it used to be
Nothing lasts, I finally see
Since then my feelings are never free
The feelings that had destroyed me

I found my ideal love hidden
I felt good to have fallen
I decided to stay put in my place
Even when my feet are swollen

Is it wrong to put things together?
Wont it ever work? not ever?
Struggle I will, than giving up rather
Even if I'm frozzen cold in this weather

All my words you will never notice
Wonderful words only you will fit
I'm a fool but People think I'm clever
They dint see how I am a MISFIT!!


RaIn RaIn...  

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Rain rain thru'out my life
Falling non-stop from the darkened height
Mourning my mood that constantly appears
Wetting my cheeks mixing my tears

Rain Rain please wet my being
Soaking my tears damping my skin
Dancing sadly in this weather
Washing the joy existed within

Rain rushed down my whole body
Every drop of it is a sign so holy
To remind me the sorrow I gained
Melting myself by this sad rain

Rain rain don't go away
Please rain, for me do stay
To wash the pain unknowingly made
And shelter me in your little shade


PrIce of L0ve...  

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She aimed to the highest peak
She was lovely when she speaks
All pains & sorrow dint last long
She was right, proved everyone wrong

Came to standstill when she met him
It was love at first sight like in a film
She bursted into tears at their first glance
He felt she came to him like a slow dance

There was romance, passion in a row
So beautiful only they could show
Forgetting the reality around them
As days roll on, their love grew more

Although handcuffed in this strange bond
No name or definition it could belong
Though miles apart and a breathe close
Their aim in this love is to make it strong


My L0veLy ValEntInE..  

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On this glorious day of valentine
My thoughts of you engulf my mind?
The joy in my heart I can’t reveal
Especially to the ones I never hide

Tears rush down burning my cheeks
Opened my mouth but hard to speak
Taking a deep breathe to talk in vain
The tears of joy rushed down again

Wanting to embrace the death this second
In order to fly my soul towards your end
Trembling in fear when appear in front of you
Chased away the nightmares I get in blues

Every “I love u” uttered by you
Is the lovely garland you put me through
My Rabba above is watching all these
That my love for You is forever True


WhaT hAppEneD To My lOve?  

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Alone on this cold bench
Silence gripped my throat
Wondering how I shouted
Having uttered those ill-words

At every romancing of our names
With those tiny hearts as a full-stop
But now this cruel time should i blame?
When my love is a real flop

Locking my fingers with yours
No sign of crack in this bond
Is this is the end of my hours?
Where i can see nothing beyond

Places lingering with your laughter
Haunting my every walk in life
perfume of yours is what i breathe
Leaving me sleeping on knife

Symbols of our love engaved on trees
Brings me nothing but immense pain
Only beautiful memories exist in me
I die everyday of being insane

Can we withstand these miles apart
With drenching souls and broken hearts
Every tear drop that lands on my lips
I'll consider it as your sweet kiss


S0rr0w Of L0ve...  

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I have a tormented heart
Like a worn out art
I tried my best to nurture
But at the end it was tortured

Dressed up with misery now
I saw only the broken vow
The vow I thought is ferever
But I can't rely on it; never

The immortal love that I have
Accompanied by immortal pain
No wonder my heart is never gay
Coz the numbness is on its way

Very tough to continue this poem
Since I lost the strength in me
Hopelessly romantic I appeared to be
My love is pathetically destroyed slowly