My C0nsTant w0nder ..  

Posted by ●๋•£๏√є ιร иσт αℓωαﻻร єαรY•๋● in

At the end of the day, I turned around
To see what I've been looking out for
It was a knock! knock on my heart door
Finally it will not open anymore

I passed all my life in groaning & moaning
But the fear in me kept threatening
Hiding my face from the tears I shed
For being so honest, it's only paining

I succeeded in creating a self-brand in me
It's the damsel in distress that nobody can be
My blood clotted, only emptiness inside
Forever, I should live in vain brutally

Every minute in my hour, every hour in my day
I wonder every second what you meant to say
Is it the deepest regret you feel inside?
Or is it the cowardice that kept you away?

W0ulD yOu JusT liSten ?  

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Please listen for once, stop uttering a word
Just think of the first day, we met like two birds
The memories we shared, the talks you cared
Those golden days somehow surpassed all these years

All these days, I have lived in wretched tears
the silent tears that fell in this cold atmosphere
Nothing but honesty that filled all my words
Yet my heart broke apart, living in fear

Cut-throat pain, unbearable, yet i beared
Sadness and depression prominently shown, all these years
The silence in me, is so loud deafening my ears
Striving to forget what I cannot, as I am here

A dark special secret you'll remain to be
Without regret, you transformed a complete me
Amist the tears, you did give some memories
Don't know how this took place, so beautifully ..

DiffEreNt fr0m MinE ..  

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The love of you is so different
It has no resemblance with mine
But your kind is so unique
It makes things difficult I find

My kind of love is so ordinary
Like the love of an usual lover
But when confronted with your way
It becomes weak and makes me shiver

All the desires that I reveal
Is to see the real you inside
It takes you ages to understand
Sometimes it will not meet my demands

Ultimately mine is full of innocence
Its wish is never to bring you offence
It is only a love of a simple girl
Who wants her man to be her fence

SadNess f0r EterNity ..  

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Why my days are always sad?
Everybody around thinks I'm mad
May be I lost my precious smile
But search in you, I 'll surely find.

Every night I kneel and pray
That I'll see you the coming day
It's like I am born anew
The moment my eyes set upon you

For what I have never had
That's not the reason, Why i'm sad
But my life becomes gloomy
That's when, you, i don't see

For you I carry a smile
That will last a long while
Now and forever my tears would know
The salty taste in it, purer than snow

TimEleSs TeaRs..  

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Just the thought of you makes me cry
You are the reason, please wipe my eyes
I'm right there when you are in need
Because you live in me, just tell me please

For you, seeing me cry is a terrible sight
Assuring me all times by a kiss and a hug so tight
One fine day I'll make you Proud
I'll climb to the top & yell your name aloud

Dreaming of you, my eyes are never dry
With you around, there's no goodbye
In good or bad, I'm always near
I need you always to wipe my tears

Every night, I sleep with your lullaby
You come to me, when closed my eyes
You hug me warm and shower me with kisses
Whatever comes, u alone, I'll not want to miss!

A littLe H0pe ..  

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All i have is a little desire
So very simple and harmless
A desire that affects no one
But its joy is grand like Everest

My little hope exists within me
It plays a peek-a-boo game silently
This hope will dawn one day
I'm waiting for that patiently

May my life blossom like a flower
Where there's nothing but beauty
The fragrance that spreads around
Will surely reach you beautifully

But this hope lives in my desire
Which i know one day will come
My only goal is to complete you
And make you smile like a red hot sun

LeAvE mE aL0ne...  

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O my Sadness! from where you came?
Like a ballerina, you dance like flame
Hovering over me, at my every step
Pulled me to the pool of tears I had wept

When you are around, happiness left me
No sunshine in my soul, no sign of melody
Like a parasite, you clung my being
Making me vulnerable, like a weakling

Is it so hard to leave me alone?
Let me be with the only one I've known
Your constant presence only depresses me
Release me from this burden, leave me silently!

You are the reason, I lost my smile
The sweetness in my voice, the life so fine
Let me experience the days I missed
Where I can laugh with joy and bliss

If Y0u St0p L0ving mE...  

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If one day I have to die
Pieces of myself would wither by
But one thing that would still live on
It will exist even if I am gone

Every time you are touched by chilly breeze
Whenever you wander through the tall trees
The tide water touches your feet
Will remind you how you won my heart at ease

Angels above will sing a song
Conveying the message how I'm getting along
Since my love is strong though my heart is weak
The tears will flow, the eyes will leak

If ever that time approaches me to be
To part from you in death you'll see
The mountains, beaches, meadows will know
Echoeing your voice "I'm sorry to let you go"!

WeaKneSs Surr0unDs Me...  

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A striking star felt on my lap
Disturbing my mind slowly
My imagination took its shape
Gradually it became a reality

An unknown bond flashed before me
Often a smile appears on my face
Found myself cherishing each moment
By your fabulous enchanting grace

My feelings grew stronger & deeper
You occupy the whole of my mind
My little heart doubles its beat
I was sure of my decision behind

But these feelings begin to hurt
I pretend you are not real
As days roll on into months
To no-one I planned to reveal

A nEw PhAse 0f My LifE...  

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I may have murmured all times
But what i murmured is true
Never have I imagined today
That i'd fall in love with you

It's as if life began two years ago
Where i cant see anything beyond
Never expected my wish would be noticed
I thought this is the life i have to carry on

All of a sudden my future grinned
Hinting i'd brought you at right time
My past doesnt haunt me anymore
It can only encourage that i'll be fine

It seems just like yesterday
On that bright moonlight night
It commenced with my non-stop tears
Thus began a new phase of my life

I W0n'T pAy hEed...  

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My poems are only to soothe me
Since this world treats me cruelly
This twisting, burning, breaking
Remind me nothing is heavenly

Words said by you to me
Has nothing to the hurt you incur
For the wound is dried though deep
The pain cant be severe further

I often wonder why it happens
Neither will you intend to defend
I have to continue suffer through this
Nothing in life will take its bend

The wound you create is hard to heal
Even if i try, it continues to bleed
But if this would bring joy to you
Like this thousand I'll pay no heed

L0ve, LiFe & TrUst. .  

Posted by ●๋•£๏√є ιร иσт αℓωαﻻร єαรY•๋● in ,

There is no end to my loneliness
Even when the world comes to a still
I lie on this heap of selflessness
Where my goal wont be fulfilled

Asking constantly the same question
Where its secret answer is hidden
Cyclone & hurricane swept my life
Like I'm a human who's forbidden

I'm not surprised by this solemnity
Yet my heart feels sad inside
Struggling to come out into the light
Turned around I found love only abides

Wondering what have I done
Why this world doesnt want me
I confess no guts to admit
My expectations left me silently

Leave me alone  

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Leave me alone
Beneath the moonlight
Just to blind me with your sunshine
In the very next moment.
Leave me alone
In the rain
Only to chase away the clouds
Coming up above my head.
Leave me alone
With the Winter's coldness inside my heart
To burn me with your fire
Before I freeze to death.
Leave me alone.

Leave me alone
All alone
With this gap in my heart
So I can finally forget
How much I love you.

Leave me alone.

♥♥ Gile kagaz ki tarha hai zindgi apni, koi jalata bhi nahi or koi bahata bhi nahi, is kadar akele hai raahon me dil ki, koi satata bhi nahi aur koi manata bhi nahi... ♥♥

What does love mean to you?  

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Love is caring so much you would give your life to save theirs. When you love someone you listen to the little things and seeing them happy makes you happy. It's just finding the missing part of you, the other part of your heart, and becoming a whole. Love is putting someone elses well-being before your own and knowing the other person would do the same for you. When you'd do anything for that person, and you couldn't imagine your life without them. Just undescribable, bestest feeling in the world.

I Wish....  

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If i had a wish....
i would wish for you
to be the first thing i see in the morning
right after i open my eyes,
the only person to think about
through out the day,
and the last face e to eye
just before i fall asleep in the night...
then dreams would become superfluous,
because my life would be completely blessed....
you're only the one who can leave
me completely breathless
even when there is nothing
but silence between us.
it's like i can lay beside you
and we not say a single word
and still i have the best time.